A Letter for Her.

What is a soulmate?

It’s like a best friend — but more. The one person who knows you better than anyone, who inspires you to become your best self. They don’t change you; you change because of the way they make you feel. A soulmate is someone you carry in your heart forever. They believe in you when no one else does, and no matter what happens, you’ll always love them.

This is a truth of life: we cannot live alone. We need someone to share our thoughts, our burdens, our joys with. Being loved and loving back is one of the most beautiful feelings in this world.

My First Love — a Teenage Crush

When I was in school, I thought I had a crush on a classmate. I loved her smile. Every day I wanted to tell her how I felt. I would pluck roses from the convent hostel garden, rehearsing my courage. After a year of wasted roses and hesitation, I finally knelt before her and confessed, “I like you.” She smiled and said she liked me too, then school sweet love story began. for a short time. Having a girl friend is so special to me. that i overlooked she treats every boy same way she treating me.

One day, I discovered she was secretly dating my friend. I confronted her; she denied it. When I asked him. They both confessed.

At that time, I thought it was love that’s hurting, but looking back, it was only expectation, being left & felt cheated that Herts. 

Still, my heart felt broken. Desperately hoping for some miracle to bring her back. but here again, we are not in fairy-tale.

 “So many words for the broken heart, yet no one understands the broken one.”

 That heartbreak taught me my first lesson: love is not about beauty or excitement. It is about respect, connection and truth.

" What you feel only matters to you, it's what you do to the people you say you love. that's what matters."


But now I realized, that was just an attraction towards her beauty.
After sometime I started to focus on my self. 
I am an adult now, at this age of period, it is very common to be in love with someone or in relation with someone. 

My friends sometimes ask me, don't u have a girlfriend? should make one? 

My answer is always same 'NO'.

Everyone wants to be loved by someone, to be special for someone. I also wanted the same.

The Long-Distance Love

 6-7 Years later, I found myself in another relationship at the age of 27 — one that began in a very different way. We never met in person. We connected through a call from an institution where I had taken some courses. She showed interest, and soon we began talking daily. Calls, messages, late-night conversations — it felt like we were building something real. She was expressive, always reaching out, always keeping the connection alive. For a year, we shared lovely movements even in log distance. I believed we were growing closer, even though distance separated us. But one day she called me and told me, a man had come with his family for arrange marriage proposal & she got engaged.

Been us there was drama, tears, and denial. But in the end, i had to accept the truth: we could never be together.

That separation revealed something deeper to me. I realized she was never truly in love with me. She was simply enjoying the attention, the comfort of having someone listening, caring, always available. She always knows in deep from heart that she was waiting for someone else to come to her, sometimes she also told me that. 

How she meets men where always trying to flirt with her. while telling me she always un intentionally shows that she always enjoying those movements also.

even after engagement she was trying to carrying me also by bread crumbing, sympathizing to don’t cut off me, we can be like this also. I am the one who always told her to let me go, since you are promised to someone else.

Now i realized she always seek attention & materialising things. I was the fool to trust her, that she has a character that i don’t admire but my dilutional trust was broken, when i realized she was never in love with me & she left without any hesitation.

 Once again, I found myself facing heartbreak again.

 Lessons of Love

These experiences taught me something: love is not about temporary excitement, or about someone who only seeks comfort in your attention. Real love is about compatibility, respect, honesty, and standing by each other when life gets hard.

I know now that I must wait. I must keep growing, becoming stronger and more deserving. Somewhere out there, someone is waiting for me too. That thought gives me strength.

Anyone can feel attraction towards beauty.
But if you ask me.

"Beauty isn't about having a pretty face,
It's about having a pretty mind, pretty heart,
and a pretty kind soul."

I also have feelings like everyone, but I choose to wait for the right time and the right person to come. till then I have to make my self deserving of her.
               The idea that someone is waiting to find me somewhere gives me the strength to become a better person. To meet her one day.
If you ask me now than I will say I never being in love with anyone, not in real way. 

Yes one day I hope, I will find someone to fall in love with.

That's why I am writing this letter to her.

 A letter for Her -

This letter is for the one I love.
           I just wanted to tell you how I feel about you even if I did not even mate you yet. I almost waited my entire life, desperately to meet you and be with you.
I know I am just an ordinary guy, there is nothing special about me.
but the idea of you love me too.
This makes me feel like I am the luckiest person in this entire world.
I don't even believe in luck, but you made me feel, like a lucky one.           

  

          There are so many things I wanted to tell you. like how I realized I need you, and I have to wait for you. I am not the most romantic type, but I can promise. 

I will love you more than anything, from the bottom of my heart.
            How I was waiting for you, it makes me realized. that I have to be a better person and a good man for someone like you. 

At my childhood I had no friends because of my introverted nature and I always wanted to connect with someone. not only to make a friend with, but to be a best friend. 

I am not good at playing spots or making friends nor anything.

But by observing others I find out that everyone has someone, who knew there needs and cares about them. 

Some people talk about soulmates. 

I liked this idea of soul mates.

A person who knows me, and loves me, wants to be with me. I always want to experience this.

             

Being loved by someone and to love that person.

That's the best feeling in the entire world. a

After high school love tragedy. I realize I have to wait and make my self strong and worthy, to be with you.

Until we both meet, all I wanted for you. To be safe and  be care-full from mean people. 

I know you also gonna fell in love with someone, I hope that person is not gonna break your heart so bad. If he does, please be strong & safe until we meet.

I wish you are safe and healthy and growing as a kind and strong person.

          When we meet. I want you to know me, and take some time to feel the love for me. Then I will love you with all the feelings I have stored for you for so long. I want to make you happy, I want to make you smile.
I want to see this world with you and fight every problem together. 

I want to grow old with you.
But first, I need to live for you, live with you.
I want to give you all of me, all you need.        

When the right time comes I will definitely find you.
          

The idea of haveing you in my life makes me feel amazing. With pretty soul and beautiful heart, you are going to complete me in a beautiful way. The best way.

Sometimes I think, how can a woman leave their home and loved ones and all her belongings with which she had grown?  To be with a man she really dont know.

She will give him her everything to make his life beautiful, she will make his life a meaning, s beutiful meaning. 

Women's are so selfless,  they love everyone in your family, and leave their own family for you.

            These thoughts make me realize how hard my mother worked of us and how much love she gives us every time, everything she does, she does for us and to make us happy. Then I realize all women deserve to be respected. we must respect them.

It made me think of you. when I will have found you.
I will take good care of you, and make you happy.
Give you everything which I can. and will respect you, and your decisions.
I will always try to understand your views. 
I will make a very happy life with you.

"I am gonna be there when you go to sleep,
 I am gonna be there when you wake up."

''One day, when I wake up at 3 am, unable to sleep. I will look next to me and you will be there, sleeping peacefully beside me. and suddenly, the world won't seem so lonely.''

My heart, it feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it doesn't belong to me any more. It belongs to you.

And if you wanted it, F'd wish for nothing in exchange. No gifts, no goods, no demonstrations of devotion.

Nothing but knowing you love me, too.

Just your heart in exchange for mine.

When i have your heart. Every thing will take its own place. my life will get good & i will have a home in your heart, only my home.

   

From - Your lover, friend and life partner.

Some says in songs & poetry ill try to do too.-

''I've come a long way to see you.
I knew it was a difficult road but I just walked anyway.
you came into my heart,
That it can't see anything else,
Because I love you girl,
come closer to me.
Because I need you girl,
I missed you even in my dreams.

Remember, I love you girl.
be my bright light, in my darkest memories.
If I woke up from this long sleep,
will you be here?

When a long night comes, I get lost, because I don't have you.
I need your love, please take me,
I need you now, please hold me tight.
Only you can wake me up.
From these long nights.

These nights don't make sense,

because I don't have you girl.

I am still waiting for you.

I'll wait forever here,

Because I love you girl,

I'll wait forever here,
Because I need you girl,

I'll wait for you until it ends,

come closer to me.

I'll walk with you someday.

I missed you even in my dreams.

Because it's you, for me anyway.

You belong to my world.
You belong to my heart.

Because I love you girl,
come closer to me.
Because I need you girl,
I missed you even in my dreams.

Maybe you are looking for me somewhere, 

I am always at the same place looking for you too.''

"Even in the next life, only I want you for me. Even if I lost my self, I will love you. Even if I forgot myself. I will never forget you. I want to tell you, how Iam feeling about you. that's why I wrote this letter to you."